Chapter 1 REGRET

REGRET is a very very scary word and feeling, how would someone describe regret? To me, regret is something that everyone has to face and will face no matter what... It's a feeling i get when i don't treasure what i had before and when its over, i want to get it back so so much but it's not coming back. Just like a baby crying over spilled milk, well yeah i am that baby...

I could never imagine myself being in the state i am right now... Pathetic, useless and sad no matter how much i want to move on, i just couldnt bring myself to, im afraid but who knows how i feel? im afraid that if i let it go REGRET will chase me forever... i love you so much... i love you the rest of my life... Listening to wedding dress, thinking to myself, will i ever see you in a wedding dress as my wife? hais... tears keep flowing, i dunno what i can do... I see it in her eyes she's disappointed, no woman in the world deserves this but here i am asking you for one last chance... 


CAN ONCE IN A LIFETIME CHANCE GET A SECOND CHANCE?