You matter so much to me, you have no idea

They say the hardest thing to do is seeing the person u love loving someone else... This is me, watching you loving another guy, hugging him like u used to hug me... him giving u flowers and being the sweetest guy to u ever... Baby, u're the first girl in my life that i ever gave flowers to and the onli girl i ever cried so much for... i will never love another girl like u ever, cause ur the onli one thats in my heart. i remembered the first time i ever saw u with ur big lovely eyes that sparkled in the light, you took the air that im breathing and stole my heart, it just happened and we fell apart, you left me with this broken heart and broken hearts dun just fade away...


You taught me how to trust, how to love i spend my year trusting and loving you and now im broken, u left when u said you would be my wife... have kids together, we thought about our future together and now its just me myself and i ALONE! You were my dream then my reality and now just a memory... Its just wrong saying love me too, cause i know u will never do... 


i keep holding on to this something that i know will never happen because somewhere deep down inside of me, i still have this little piece of hope that someday just maybe someday it will... Its hard to wait around for something you know that might not happen, but its harder to give up when you know its everything you want...


i want you to smile but i know u smile because of him not me...