You can’t undo, unsay, unsend, unlove, unkiss, unhurt, unfeel anything… all you can do is accept the past, enjoy the present and learn for the future that's what i want to do! To make a future with u, there is so many things i wanna say to u, i really miss all those times we had together, i remembered everything clearly from the day we went out and all the experiences we had together. i dun wan things to go back to normal, i wan to make u fall in love with me again. This is the 120th day that we are not together... u really start to disappear more, we used to still talk and text but now not even a reply from u, this hurts me more then anything. A simple reply like an ok is enough to make me smile, but i dun get it anymore..Everyone is asking me to give up i dunno how to do that, u have taught me everything to make me who i am today. u are my hope. i missed ur smile ur voice ur laughter ur small hands in mine... everything, every single thing about u... i really hate to think that u are not mine but somebody else...
Im trying to smile, im trying to lie , im trying to live another life, trying to be the me without u...
Me without u is just like driving in a car with no wheels, i cant go anywhere and flying through the sky with no wings, i cant go any higher nor seem to achieve anything...
I thank marhakim for being there for me always and listening to whatever shit i have to say i thank everything for him... we talked about our lives in the future how nice it would be if the future u think of is the future u would have, it takes effort, patience and everything u got to achieve it! Corin Neo Yuan Qi i love u now i love u then i always have and i always will please stay in my life... i hate not being able to call u baby anymore, it feels just weird... i hope u rest well! Goodnight sweet dreams babe!
